Once again...

Tuesday, we were asked to pray for a little baby boy who may be up for adoption soon and we said yes! We are willing to walk as the Lord leads and if he has a little boy for us before a daughter, then we would LOVE it! The whole situation is in our prayers. ;-)


We have now been presented to three situations and have not been selected for them. This has been really hard for me. It feels like constant pins and needles or standing on the edge and not knowing what is going to happen next! My heart is for my baby and I know that God knows who it is. The wait is hard and I long to have our child home and with us. Is it possible to want to be with someone you have never met? I guess so because that is where I am. I cannot wait to hold, kiss, pray for, take care of and be with our baby. Oh, Lord, please help me today.


For those of you who are wondering I have not figured out how to get pics of my men on this who blog thing, but one day I hope to!

Here we are...

In the big picture of things we really have not been waiting that long for our baby girl to come home to us. It has been about 9 months and here we are, waiting. I know it seems I have said that alot lately, but I desire our daughter to be with us. In my heart she is already mine and I find waiting to be what the Lord must really want to work out in me! Through it all I have rejoiced in my family and how blessed I am to have them each day to love on, hold, laugh with, train up and talk about Jesus with. I am amazed at what surrendering can do to a persons heart. I said yes to adoption and since then my heart has gone from "Okay Lord, your will is what I desire and I will adopt" to "Oh Lord, my heart is crying out, longing, groaning for this little girl who you named for us, and I can not wait to meet her. Do a quick work and bring her home to us." The Lord is faithful and I know He knows and has done such a sweet work in me. Thank you Jesus.

Bless you.